blindfold

Blindfold

Blindfold in place, he starts. She looks so vulnerable and he feels himself pricking with anticipation. She wrinkles her nose a little as if to prove to herself that she can and he continues to watch her, making her wait. He can see her breathing start to change as her […]

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Mindful Masturbation

Mindful Masturbation

Setting the Scene It is a Sunday morning and I am sitting in the bath, about to  masturbate with a toy. It is nearly two weeks since I decided that I was going to prioritise me time and connecting with my body.  The fact that it has taken so long […]

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wearing his collar and cuffs out to dinner

Wearing his collar and cuffs

I get ready as usual in the clothes that we have agreed I will wear. I see that on the counter, he has set out my play collar and cuffs.  It is not unusual to see them because often a hotel stay will include some heavier play and I know […]

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hitting the marks

Hitting the Marks

I remember when I got my first mark from a spanking. It was a bruise and I loved it. I kept looking at it and it made me feel like a proper submissive somehow. It was my secret and it told the story of my secret life. It also made […]

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Colour Match

Colour Match

He opened the car door and led her into the shop. She couldn’t believe he was actually going to do this. Or more importantly, that he was going to make her do it. It was beyond embarrassing, but something deep inside her thrilled her and made her want to go […]

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Sexy Sleigh Ride

Number 14 of our advent calendar was ‘Sexy sleigh ride home – driver is missy in underwear.’ What could possible go wrong?  HL was off on a night out in town and the plan was for me to collect him and drive him home in only my underwear. Sounded simple […]

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the hows and whys of fisting

The hows and whys of fisting

I have written about what we get out of fisting before and also about why sometimes it meets a need that nothing else can, but I don’t think I have ever got down to the nitty gritty of fisting itself. So that is what I plan to do in this […]

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masturbation sunday

Masturbation Sunday

Recently things have been crazy full on.  I have new routine, following my re-acquisition of the home and kitchen, when HL went back to work full time. I feel much happier and more connected to be honest, but I am also much busier. I feel a little bit like a […]

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Bright Yellow Flowers

Bright Yellow Flowers

We had driven past the field of bright yellow flowers a few weeks previously and, he had commented then, that it would be a good place to play.  I had asked what he meant and he replied that he had always wanted to chase me, naked, through a field of […]

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Imagine

Everything you can imagine is real

“Everything you can imagine is real” Pablo Picasso She imagined herself on holiday. Somewhere quiet where nobody knew them. She had thought of that when she bought the dress. I wasn’t fancy of course, that would be too obvious; it was enough to draw attention without being indecent, she felt. […]

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Opened

Opened

He had me opened up completely. I was on the bench with my legs in a set of makeshift stirrups made from cuffs and attached to a spreader bar which was suspended above me on the ceiling hook. I didn’t want to think about how I looked. It was more […]

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The Forgotten Instruction - picture of Missy from Focused and Filthy on the table with legs arranged in a heart shape

The forgotten instruction

I apologised when I realised that I hadn’t sent the required picture of my underwear choice for the day. I had been busy and, in a rush to get ready for work had forgotten his instruction. It was only during the lunchtime check-in text that I remembered that I had […]

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The power of touch - woman on bed with lingerie touching herself

The power of touch

I am not planning to touch myself but my fingers slip underneath the edge of my knickers and I am gently playing with the small rectangle of hair that he has me keep there, stroking back and forth subconsciously with the back of my fingernail nail. It makes me think of […]

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I want to spank you

“I want to spank you.” Giggling, she collapsed onto the bed. “I am serious,” he said, watching her from his chair across the room. She felt her face flush slightly as a wave of heat seemed to crawl upwards from her feet, snaking its way up her body.  His words […]

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New Year Fireworks

We have seen the New Year in but I have been promised some private fireworks of my own. In the bedroom he tells me to lie face down on the bed and then he sticks two of the pads from our new EStim, one to each bum cheek. “Ready?” he […]

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Welcome to santa's workshop little doll

Welcome to my workshop, little doll

He has told me to make sure that I have shaved for him. When I get into the bedroom I notice that there are christmas carols playing and I wonder how sexy that will make me feel. He once played ‘The Carpenters’ and I had to yellow as the crooning […]

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The Auction – Flash Fiction

All that remained was to see who had won. Or more specifically to see who had been won by whom. It was her first time but the other girls had been before and, as they sipped their drinks, little details tumbled out like droplets. She hoped for him. Their eyes […]

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fantasy quote

Write me a fantasy

10 – Write me a fantasy to carry me away to an erotic land! This is something that we tried last year in the D/s advent calendar for 2017 and so we thought that it would be nice to give it a go again. And as fantasy tends to turn […]

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pine needle play

Pine Needle Play

2 – Pine Needle Play Pine Needles of different variety will be needed for this festive scene! Plenty of sharp medical grade needles will be employed to give missy some Ho Ho Ho of her own! I feel you pinch my skin and I wait. I feel vulnerable and weak. […]

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