Well. As you can see. I took another break again. This is the longest break I have had so far. But the fact that the past year has seen a few, probably tells me something. And I will tell you. I have wondered about whether or not continuing to blog […]
To see in color is a delight for the eye but to see in black and white is a delight for the soul. – Andri Cauldwell I am going to be away this week for work. My life will be lived out in colour as I take in all the […]
Through it all you hold my hand. You take it in yours and you shelter and keep it safe. You envelope yours, the larger, around about it and protect it from the world. Whatever happens, you hold my hand. And as you do, you squeeze your words into my brain. […]
I asked that you travel this journey with me and that was just the beginning. In accepting, you lead me to a better understanding of myself through your patient unravelling of years of the stuff that life had built up, not just for me but for us both. Together we […]
A to Z Challenge – J I think that really, anyone who follows my blog will know that it is about my JOURNEY. This whole experience has been one which has changed my perception quite significantly. It is a journey of learning, of growth, of development and more importantly it […]
I had a message from one of my good friends this morning where she said that she had read my 1st March entry and asked if I needed to talk. I told her that we were okay and thanked her, adding that things move pretty fast and that usually the process […]
This is the second part, or the follow up to my earlier post: Submissive Plateau? HisLordship and I had already discussed some of my thoughts about the fact that I may have reached a plateau in my submission before I wrote the previous post. I had not really worked through my […]
I wrote this post before and didn’t post it initially. I showed it to HisLordship and have decided now to post it as a sort of two-part post so this is Part one. Here is a link to Part two. The last few days has got me to thinking that I […]
Sometimes I want to be nothing. It is a curious feeling and is part of a fantasy which I sometimes have. It has only come along in the last few years, since the D/s and the power play has become much more of a formalised thing for us. During a […]
I decided to that it would be useful to think about the past two years living as a submissive wife. I guess that really what I want to think about it how far I have come and where I am going to go next. I have always believed that relationships […]
I think that for most women, being desired makes them feel sexy. That ‘I want you to want me’ idea still reigns strong and sometimes that can be a hard thing to find. The drudge of daily life can drag you down and mean that you begin to feel a […]
I mentioned in Story of the O – #1 that I experienced different types of orgasms from different types of play. Forced orgasms were something that I had not experienced prior to D/s. A forced orgasm will often involve restraint although that wouldn’t need to be a requirement. You would […]
When we first started spanking we didn’t know much about the sweet spot. This is a term used to describe the part of the lower bum just above where it meets the top of the thighs. It is called the sweet spot as it feels especially good when spanked, due […]
Sir just told me that he would like to use some pictures of me on his blog. Mad panic. I know I am not meant to tell him no, but I told him no. I think the submissive in me was shaking in the wardrobe looking for a floor length […]
I thought I would write about my frienD/s as I have been thinking a lot about real frienD/ship recently. By frienD/s I mean the people who I chat with regularly, who have supported my journey, who are aware of my submission and who follow a similar lifestyle. These people have […]
I feel like I have posted a lot about going back to work and feeling tired. Actually, maybe it is more that I have been mad busy back at work and I haven’t posted much at all because of it. Anyway work has come between me and the things that […]
In my last post D/s with kids I referred to the fact that one of my children knew about our D/s. This is the story of how that happened and living with teenagers who ‘know’. This was pretty early on in our journey but thankfully there have been no terrible […]
I think I would have to describe this past week as a week of maintenance D/s, if such a thing exists. It hasn’t been full on, in your face bells and whistles that is for sure, but rather bubbling away under the surface, an ever present part of what we […]
I want to share with you a letter that I sent to my Sir yesterday. The purpose of doing this is to show that not everything can ever be positive all of the time. Any relationship, especially one with rewards as good as ours, is hard work sometimes. We are […]
What you will have realised from reading my blog so far is that I am married (to my husband and Dominant), we are in a monogamous relationship, and I am a submissive. We are both in our 40s, we have a blended family and we live in the UK. We […]