submissy
I is for Impact The highlight for me today, was an impact carousel workshop. During this time, there were a number of stations set up around the room where you could move around and sample the various impact sessions. We were in a much bigger room this time, one I […]
H is for Humiliation If you had asked me before today whether or not I liked to be humiliated, I would have said no. Humiliation is the embarrassment and shame you feel when someone makes you appear stupid, or when you make a mistake, often in public, and who would want to feel like that? […]
F is for Fellatio. Today was a test for sure. I had always been pretty confident about my oral skills but having listened to the lecture, there was so much to think about and consider. I had always gone with a sort of do what you feel approach but I […]
E is for Endorphins So I learnt all about endorphins today, and I also learnt what it was that happened to me during the cane session the other day. An endorphin high – obvious now I know. I did wonder why the pain seemed to fade and go from being […]
D is for Dungeon Today, following our morning lectures, we were told that we were going out. We were organised into smaller groups so there were two others with me, but if felt odd to be leaving the school. It feels as though I have been here much longer than […]
C is for Cane I was completely absorbed in listening to Dragon, one of our Masters, talk about the cane. When I heard my name, it took a second to assimilate the fact that he was talking to me. I suppose I am not yet completely used to my name, […]
B is for Body Today I learnt a lot about my body. Well really it is no longer my body and I learnt that. That is how we have to see it. It is almost like I am the custodian of it, but it belongs to someone else. I have […]
A is for Anal My head is buzzing with everything I have taken in today but that is nothing compared to the way that my body is tingling when it is time for the practical lesson. Anal training has been covered well, but nothing can prepare me for the way […]
It was by luck really that I stumbled across the Submissive Training Programme. At first I wasn’t sure whether or not to apply. It was so not me to do something like that, but also, somewhere deep inside, I felt perhaps it was. Or if I went along and found […]
Ceit struggled along the path, careful not to trip on the fallen branches. It was deserted along here which was what she wanted. She was fed up. With them, with him, with everything. She was indignant too. How dare they do this to her? How could they mess things up […]
As she stared at the moon she knew he would come, his wild woman. She waited and she wanted. She longed and she desired and she dreamed. She watched silently at first feeling the light dance through her, quickening her and making her ready. It energised her and made her […]
The design of the website had drawn her in from the outset; a passionate purple, it spoke to her of promises of what was to come. And from the comfort of her purple pyjamas, she was able to reveal to him things about herself which she had never previously shared. […]
Well September has not been the month that I thought it would be at all. I find myself here writing my September review and feeling like I have not really done the month justice at all in terms of blogging. I have ended up managing health issues, personal issues and […]