Broken Rules

I am in trouble. Today I broke two rules in a very short space of time. This is really not like me as I don’t like punishment and also my rules are things that I have agreed to because they are in my own best interest. That being said, we […]

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knowing and doing

Knowing and Doing

I don’t want to be writing this post but then again, I don’t want to be feeling like I do. Actually I feel okay now but before I didn’t. Now I am here. Matter of fact. Being rational. And the thing about writing about what happens is that you don’t […]

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Interrupted

Knock Knock

In a house full of teenagers, being interrupted in full flow is as common as having to change our plans last minute and having to put off what we want in order to prioritise others. It happens frequently and these days we are resigned to having to work around it. […]

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Poser

Poser

I have blogged quite a bit about posting risqué photographs of myself so I was pleased it came up as a topic for Food For Thought Friday. It has been quite a journey for me in a number of ways. Initially I wanted to do it for two reasons. The […]

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Fire and Heat

Well I asked for fire and heat and for some reason that is what I got. If only all good thoughts translated to wishes with such speed and such ease! Being honest I am not sure if it was the thinking that changed something within me, the fact that we […]

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more or less on scales

More or less me

I have always been a more type of person: the more I get the more I seem to want and that motivates me. Conversely, the opposite is also the case: the less I experience something, the less I think about and want it. I seem able to quickly move on, […]

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priorities

Priorities

Well that’s it – I am on holiday. It hasn’t got off the the sort of start that I had hoped it would and I am left here, wondering just what to do with my plans. I need to sort out my priorities. There is a huge gap and I […]

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emily

Emily

Emily – A slave, a little, an aspie and a dinosaur. And my best friend. I don’t know where to start with how I am feeling but I wanted to write as I hoped that it might hep me. I suppose this is a bit of a eulogy; it seems […]

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Quiet times

I have been quiet here lately. I guess there are a variety of reason for that. Not only do I seem to be still busy at work but also at home, as is the impact of a new puppy on family life. It is more the ideas though – they […]

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girl inside a bubble away from home

Outside the Bubble

This week has been a bit of an experiment. Going away from home is not something I would usually do without HisLordship but I decided to take part in a school trip abroad. It seemed like a good idea at the time and he encouraged me, but as it got […]

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missy's 30 day orgasm project

30 Orgasms and a Dribble

So today marks the end of 30 Day Orgasm Fun, the challenge set by the lovely Tabitha Rayne. I explained in my post 30 Day Orgasm Fun – First Thoughts that I wondered how I would manage with the challenge. I had three considerations which I reviewed in the update, 30 Day Orgasm […]

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being vulnerable

Being Vulnerable

This week has not gone well and I am feeling very vulnerable at the moment. I have been dealing with a situation at work where I have become highly emotionally invested. I wrote about this in When missy came to work and then again in Square pegs, round holes and submission; the whole […]

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sketch of me

Me?

I have really struggled this week, which is why I am only now posting the brilliant sketch I received on Monday from the artist, E T Costello. He had responded to the picture I posted on Sunday and offered to do a ‘quick sketch’ (pictured below) during his train journey, […]

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30 Day Orgasm Fun – First 10

So I thought I would give an orgasm update on how things have been going for me with the 30 Day Orgasm Fun. As I said in First Thoughts, I had a few reasons for wanting to take part, and a few considerations about what it might mean. I can’t […]

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Attachment

I decided to write this post as I was reading A Tale of Long Ago and also talking to a friend about my past relationship. This is not a D/s related post as it is about insecure attachment but I hope it might help anyone who has, or is in a […]

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missy's 30 day orgasm project

30 Day Orgasm Fun – First Thoughts

When I heard about this orgasm project I was keen to take part. It was the mental health/wellbeing thing that got me really as it is always an issue that has my support; anything that can improve or highlight things so that the stigma falls away the better. And what […]

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Challenges

April here we come! As is often the case, I like to set myself a challenge now and then and the start of the holidays is always a good time for me as I usually have more time than during the term and so sign myself up to take on […]

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the fight

Square pegs, round holes and submission

Long term readers of my blog will no doubt read this piece and think to themselves, ah yes – the end of term post. I have avoided writing it for that reason (predictability can become a bore) and have tried to focus on other things instead. But in the end […]

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Inside Eroticon

A few of my fellow bloggers have asked me to write about my experience at Eroticon, ‘a weekend of learning, socialising and fun for sex bloggers, erotica writers and erotic creatives’. I had never really considered myself to be in any of these categories so I was a little worried […]

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I got the drop

I think I have a bit of sub drop today. I don’t think I have had this after an event before but today going back to work was really hard. This weekend I felt caught up in another world and now the transition back to reality has been tough. Where […]

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