teenagers who know

Teenagers who ‘know’.

In my last post D/s with kids I referred to the fact that one of my children knew about our D/s.  This is the story of how that happened and living with teenagers who ‘know’.  This was pretty early on in our journey but thankfully there have been no terrible […]

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Miantenance D/s

Maintenance D/s

I think I would have to describe this past week as a week of maintenance D/s, if such a thing exists. It hasn’t been full on, in your face bells and whistles that is for sure, but rather bubbling away under the surface, an ever present part of what we […]

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Letter to Sir

I want to share with you a letter that I sent to my Sir yesterday. The purpose of doing this is to show that not everything can ever be positive all of the time. Any relationship, especially one with rewards as good as ours, is hard work sometimes. We are […]

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An Extreme Reaction

An Extreme Reaction

The night before last, Sir became unwell.  This resulted in a journey to the hospital emergency department in an ambulance.  For most of the night we remained there while they conducted various tests and in the end discovered that he had gall stones and would need to be moved to […]

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Letting go of control

Letting go of Control

Letting go of control was hard (and I would be lying if I did not say that it sometimes still is!!!) When I met the man who is now my Dom, I was living as a single parent and had control over pretty much all aspects of my life (acts […]

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A response to Sir

Response to Sir

You commented yesterday when we spoke that you didn’t know what went on in my head when we played and that you just had to trust I was getting something out of it. Well here is my response. What happens is that you transform my head. You take the jumble […]

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Home

I hear you come home. I am waiting. You walk in and fill the room. I am overwhelmed by what I feel. I want you, and to be yours. I can’t express it as I wish and want to bottle these feelings for a time when I can show you […]

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Congratulations Missy

I look forward to reading your thoughts and the lessons learnt during our journey together. Equally, I hope that others will find support here for their journey and that through your blog we can all learn something from each other that will make all our relationships more fulfilling. Yours,  though […]

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How I Got Here

In 2012, I realised that I was a submissive.  In some ways this came as a bit of a surprise to me; I had always been strong and independent and felt safest when I was in control. In other ways, however, this made perfect sense; the fantasies I felt were […]

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