Shared with another Dominant

Being shared with another Dominant

“You are such a good submissive. I know that you want to please me and do these things for me but tonight I am going to ask more from you. Tonight I would like to share you.” He watched her face and saw her hesitation. They had discussed it, of […]

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disordered eating

Diary of a disordered diet ~The Road to Recovery

Content Warning. The subject matter of Diary of a Disordered Diet is eating disorders. Please don’t read if you might find the topic of eating issues upsetting.  I actually wrote this quite a while ago after I wrote another post and was trying to raise awareness about eating issues. It […]

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Eating Issues

Diary of a Disordered Diet – Uni Days

Content Warning. The subject matter of Diary of a Disordered Diet is eating disorders. Please don’t read if you might find the topic of eating issues upsetting.  I actually wrote this quite a while ago after I wrote another post and was trying to raise awareness about eating issues. It […]

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Objectified and on display

Objectified and on display

He puts her in position and he waits. It takes five minutes until she accepts that she is going to be displayed like this. Objectified. A pretty piece of furniture for them to look at. He waits. After 10 minutes her muscles ache and she wonders if she can keep […]

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back in the real world

Back in the real world

I can’t believe I have left my blog again. And for so long this time. I seem to come unstuck sometimes and it affects my ability to write. I become overwhelmed with things to do, I fall out of the habit, and for some reason, everything slips. It seems ironic […]

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Alone

I think we’re alone now

Well it looks like we have our empty nest. It has felt like a slow time coming, but also as if it has suddenly appeared upon us. I am glad that there are positives for us in having more privacy and time to ourselves as it is hard in many […]

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aging

Aging, sex and the mainstream media

I have a bee in my bonnet again. It is about aging. Again. It isn’t that I am fighting it. On the contrary, I would like to grow old gracefully, but aging with grace shouldn’t come at the expense of other things. I should be able to be gracefully old […]

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Fiáin's Surrender

The Surrender of Fiáin ~ twisted myth and legend

The day for Fiáin’s Surrender drew closer. When she had first received the Writ from the men of Cernunnos she had been afraid, of course. The fear at such a thing only ever heard of was only natural, but deep within her something also stirred with excitement at the thought. […]

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Advice

The best and worst advice

The best advice I have to give The best advice I have for those of you who are thinking about starting out in a D/s lifestyle is to find what fits and to make it your own. There are many who will tell you what you should do, and think […]

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Fallen Angel Black and white

Being His Fallen Angel

She was his fallen angel. It was important to her that she was seen that way, not just by him but by herself too. In fact, by anyone who saw the parts she hid. It wasn’t that she wanted to hide them really, more that they were hard to acknowledge, […]

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Disordered Diet

Diary of a Disordered Diet – school days

Content Warning. The subject matter of Diary of a Disordered Diet is eating disorders. Please don’t read if you might find this topic upsetting.  I actually wrote this quite a while ago after I wrote another post and was trying to raise awareness about eating issues. It was meant as […]

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Paddle

An impromptu Saturday morning paddle

“Go upstairs, take your clothes off and lie on the bed. I want to use the paddle on you.” I do as I am told and wait for him. When he comes in he gets the paddle out of the drawer and I see is not the leather and fur […]

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simplicity

The simplicity of a white shirt and black boots

Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication Leonardo Da Vinci Sometimes it is the classic things which have an appeal. Personally I like the simplicity of a plain white shirt worn with very little else. I also love boots. I have lots of pairs and so it is fun to slip them […]

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Emotional Play

Emotional Play and why it’s on the edge

What is Emotional Play Emotional play is a type of BDSM play which explores using situations which will make a submissive feel uncomfortable in an emotional sense. As with anything, it is important to see this play within the context of a safe and caring relationship. With any play which […]

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Silence

The search for silence before the scene

I am waiting for you in the silence. I listen for you: for your breathing, or the sound of you sipping your coffee, or the tapping of the keys on your phone. But I hear nothing. I try to silence my own head. My thoughts are talking at me. So […]

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Feeling Fresh

Turning the feeling into action

Feeling like a change is needed I have been talking about feeling I wanted things to change for a long time. My impatience to see results has spilled over into my writing and I feel that I am going over the same ground quite a lot of the time. But […]

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