Doggy Style – Kink of the Week

I love rough sex and I love being used. Not all the time of course, and it is probably only because I am in the relationship that I am that I want to be taken this way sometimes. To be pushed or commanded up onto my hands and knees is hot for me and is something that makes me feel incredibly submissive. Doggy style was not a thing I was all that comfortable with previously. I hated my bum so to feel like I was exposed like that was not something that I craved. I think that is partly why I like it so much now though, as it triggers that submissive space quite easily. I am his. I am there for his pleasure and am being used by him. I have no control over what he sees or what he does and so I am forced to let go of  my sense of self and just give in to what he wants to do to me.

Sometimes we will start play with HisLordship asking me to get into what calls ‘arse position.’ This means me arranging myself, as in the picture, in the yoga position called the extended puppy pose. My arms are flat out in front of me and my bum is high in the air. Usually I will be on the bed and will remain like that while I wait for him to come into the room. I am immediately in the right headspace. Because my head is down between my arms I can’t see him or what he is doing when he enters the room. He will usually take his time and then I feel him sit on the bed and know that he is looking at me. I cringe inwardly at what he sees and he knows that and uses it, sometimes verablising exactly what I am feeling.

From here he may continue to an inspection which is another thing which is humiliating in the extreme, but also a huge turn on. He will open me up for him, often moving my legs further apart than they were previously, and then take his time touching my body and claiming it as his own. Sometimes this will lead to sex in this position but other times it will progress to other types of play. Whichever way it goes, the position is one which means that I am with him, mentally,  from the very start. I find that my senses become heightened when I am positioned like this too. I can’t see him so I listen carefully for an indication of what is going to come next. My focus is all on him.

Other times I will not be in the position beforehand. We might be playing already, or just relaxing in bed when I am either ordered, or physically shoved, onto my hands and knees. He comes up behind me and will push me forward and down so that I am back in the same pose. He prefers this to an actual doggy as he can get deeper inside me with my arse so much higher than my head. There is nothing forgiving about sex in this way and it is never gentle. Something about it is quite primal and he must feel that too as I sense the change in him as he takes me.

He might push into me gently to begin with but will soon force himself deeper in than feels possible. My squeaks and gasps as I try to accommodate him will somehow spur him on and he will begin to thrust as deeply as he can. It can be quite uncomfortable, and without the desire and the need I might complain, but I take it like the slut I feel I am. I let him hurt me inside and out as he not only pushes his cock hard inside me but also scratches me, pinches me, pulls my hair, slaps me hard on my arse and sometimes pushes his finger or a plug into me at the same time.

I become lost in the sensation. The physical feeling of being taken and overwhelmed combines with the emotion from the knowledge of what I am for him. Any thought I had of what my needs or wants are is far behind me and I exist purely for him and for his pleasure. Sometimes he might let his fingers wander to my clit, but not for long as this is about him and not me and we both know that. With my face pressed into the mattress and my nipples grazing across the sheet each time he thrusts deeper, I clench my muscles hard around his cock as he explodes into me.

Although I don’t usually have an orgasm as such in this position, the emotion is so high and my body feels so used that there is definitely a climax. It is one of the most vulnerable, consuming and intense positions to be in and so the after effect is the same somehow as if I have had a clitoral orgasm. The combination of the mental, the physical and the emotional means that it is one of those acts that has a time and a place and sometimes it feels like it is exactly the connection that we need. I think he struggled initially with how it might seem; it went against the way he thought he should show love and respect for his wife, so becoming his submissive has made that easier and it is now something that we both enjoy without question.